More about Me

Yes, my name is Asif Abdul Aziz; just like the phrase: “As If”, Paula "Abdul", and the phrase: "As Is". Please stop with the annoying jokes; I have heard them all. Rarely does anyone come up with one I have never heard before. I am half of Irish and half of Indian decent (south Asian, not Native American). I am extremely proud of my Irish heritage. Some call me the ‘Leprechaun’. If you have not figured out by now that I turned out to be gay with a name like Asif, then you are in as much denial about the world as President Bush. I am bitter, jaded, despise the “gay scene,” and not fond of people in general. I know some of you are saying that’s not how I would describe you, but you either are on my good side or knew me when I was a ‘happy-go-lucky’ twink a few years ago when I was bar hopping all the time in nothing but underwear, glitter, and body paint. Ah, to be a god again. All I have to say to you is time changes all. Some for the better and some for the worse; I guess mine was the latter. I would say don’t judge, but then again all people do on some level no matter what the scale. ================================================
The “gay scene” had its perks: drugs, alcohol, sex, clubs, and oh the skimpy outfits on the sexy guys. But then again it had its downfalls: drugs, alcohol, sex, clubs, and oh the skimpy outfits on the sexy guys. I’m over the scene; ironically I have many interesting stories of all sorts. I’ve found out that people are more fake nowadays than ever before. I have met a ton of people and fucked probably just as many, but I have found out that there are very few people I would actually call my friend. Most of the time I can’t remember someone’s name unless I think of you in a higher esteem, but I can remember a face.
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I have never sought out love. “Why,” you ask; because it’s not something I’ve received much of, nor care to give. At least that’s my viewpoint on the subject. I’ll be just as happy single as I would be if I were in a relationship. However I’ve learned I’m not the type of person that can be in a relationship. That does not imply I’ve cheated; some people can be faithful, others not, I’m not here to judge. I have tried relationships even though I knew I should not be in one, so just let me be. I am happy single. I just want to know that at the end of my life I can look back over it and say I enjoyed it.
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As for what I do with my life these days, not much, but I do what I need to get done and what seems to be fun. I have my own cleaning business, it’s just me, and I’ve had it for a few years now. Not sure how much longer I want to be cleaning, but its fine for the moment. I don’t have much money, but I can say that it’s mine. Not sure what to study in college if I ever get the chance to get my hands on enough money to go. However I’ve been told (by one of the few girlfriends I’ve ever known) that I’m book smart enough to not have a problem once there. On the other hand, maybe I can look up a famous old girlfriend of mine to teach me the trade. I also knit. I've been knitting for just over a year now. I recently finished a very simple Aran Zip-Up sweater just so I could get the basics of sweater knitting down. Now if it were only not so hot so I could wear it. Out of all the things I've seen that you can knit, I'd have to say I'm a sweater man. Mainly for the fact that I don't like to be cold. So what better excuse than to knit one to keep away the chill.
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I played rugby for a while till I broke my kneecap and tore ligaments. I’m fine now, but have yet to go back to playing because of other obligations. Yeah, I know you’d never think someone like me would ever play such a game. I might not have been the best rugby player but I loved every minute of it and I was getting good enough for my own expectations. Ironically I’m not fond of most American sports.
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Oh how I love a good crossword puzzle. I can’t always complete one and typically have to look up words in the dictionary, if not Google dates and references. I miss hanging out with the gang to do one.
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I love to play pool; just ask anyone of my drinking pals. I always want to play another game. Jason if you ever read this I want my pool stick back I’m sick of playing with the bar’s shitty pool sticks. By the way guys, I’m a Guinness man for those who didn’t know. On the flip side I’m queer enough love a filthy Grey Goose martini with three olives. Many thanks go out to the gentleman who turned me on to that drink. My drinking tastes are very much an acquired taste for others, not to mention the amount I can drink.
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I haven’t mentioned family yet and with reason. I’m not too fond of them, (too many bad memories), but they are my roots. I cut them out of my life not only for their protection but my own. I consider them part of my personal life and no business of others, mainly people I know who would try to exploit them.
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I have many interests in life. Unrealistic standards that all fall short of, mainly myself. Most of all I’m opinionated. If you haven’t discerned by now some of my beliefs and opinions (which I have touched on most aspects throughout this, not to mention a brief synopsis of my life), then most likely you’re not the kind of person I will ever call my friend.
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As a side note, I will not add you as a friend unless I know you, are from Ireland, or will be using you as a resource. Therefore, to all the young, old, and perverted gay men out there, I will not add you just because you want another “hot boy” to add to your friend list.